'An empty room can be so deafening
The silence makes you wanna scream

♥ Hey yo! This is Dorina here. Currently 19 years old this year. Birthday falls on 27 December 1991. Studying Business Administration course in College East. I treasure family & mates more than anything else. Music and Novels are my definite all time favourites. Always in the heart,In Loving Memories, Ku Witaya & Sia Chan Hong. ♥


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Thursday, April 23, 2009, 10:23 PM

Things are getting a tad better.
Glad for tt.

Congrats for JohanBuddy getting his license!
So happy for him.
Like finally. Hehe.
:D

Main point..
Jordan going army tmr.
:(:(:(

2 weeks cannot see him man!
may sounds easy.
but its like losing someone man.
endless worries for my mate.
Gahhhh, i know you'll be reading this!
And ya will never tag :(

But aye, just do take care of yourself there!
Anything can text me ^^
(In heart <3)
Loads of care & misses!
XOXO.




Flaws,
Wednesday, April 22, 2009, 10:53 PM

Flaws.
Everyone have flaws.
Nobody's perfect.
Dont focus on the other party's flaws.
If we're really best friends, we should forgive & forget.
Not gonna let any chance, to go pass me.
Im gonna grab any chance to prove.
Not tt kind of person.
:)

Gonna push on...
:)




Amusing?!
Monday, April 20, 2009, 10:13 PM

Today lesson starts at 9am.
I was late!!
Can you imagine?
Me being late?
I can never believe myself being late.
As im usually like 20minutes early before lessons.
All was thanks to the SBS bus today!
Fuck it man, make me wait for half an hour!
Argh...
*Dreams bout my own vehicle .. *
Lol~

Was rushing like mad.
And why?
Because first lessons was POA.
-__-
The module I personally hate the most.

Aight..After 2 days of tuition from YX, I somehow understand a lil bit of POA alrdy.
Just the firsssssst chapter!
Hahas. I admit, I felt like a failure.
But I dont wanna give up, no matter how tired I am, I must perservere!
:D

Anyway, morning lesson I already got a surprise from Aloy.
He was coincidentally sitting opposite me.
While he was drinking his water, (I always call him water barrel)
Then I went to disturb him.
Guess what he did?
He used his cereal bar to irritate me! -_-
He knows I dislike those Uncle Toby's kind of cereal bar.
Lols!

And whenever YX's not around in class, Mr Quek would send me and him to run some errands.
Which I dont know whether its a good thing or a bad one.
Because he can never stop irritating me. Lol.
And he said something which quite, made me dumbfounded for a moment.

Him: I really find tt you're a amusing person.
Me: Oh really? So is tt a good thing or a bad one?
Him: You want the truth or a lie? (he always ask me this!)
Me: Obviously, the truth.
Him: Oh yeah, its a lil bit of both.
-__-

So I dont quite get what he meant, I went to search it.
Using dictionary.com.
LOL.
(Go ahead and laugh, I just really want to make sure of it! haha)
And the answer I got was .....

–adjective
1.pleasantly entertaining or diverting: an amusing speaker.
2.causing laughter or mirth; humorously entertaining: an amusing joke.

Synonyms:
1. charming, cheering, lively.
2. laughable, delightful, funny.
Amusing, comical, droll describe that which causes mirth.

So...is tt a good thing or a bad one? I really wonder..
He always kept me hanging on the line.
Oh man...
What the hell am I thinking man...

Sigh, aight.
Am off to revise my POA notes.
:)




Gimme a lil more time please,
Sunday, April 19, 2009, 8:16 PM

Tag Replies:
Yinghui: Hey girl! No sweat bout it aight? Y'know iloveyou. Hehehe.
LiLsU: Haha yeah, he really do look like CK. Even Fana & Huda says so. Oh, OFA is something like OSA. But something really deeper, I myself, cannot cope it. Lol. And .. yeah, I personally hate maths. And i've to study POA for 6 months. But I know nuts bout it! 5th got exam alrdy sia. :( Btw, its kristopher. Not Christopher. Lol~

Had a very funny conversation with Aloysious on friday.
During the principal talk.
Credits go to Huda. :)

Tmr's another week of school.
Another torture.
I know I dont look forward to school anymore.
I know the reason why,but, cant seemed to say it out to anyone.
:(
Keeping it to myself aint a good feeling either.

OH, I was really bored last night and I went to take some random quiz from FB.
I took, "How well do you know Men?"
The results shocked me. Hehehe.

Dorina completed the quiz "How Well do you know Men?" with the result Excellent!! (100%).
Fantastic!! You really do know men pretty Well!! Either you're a master at what men really want or you've blatantly cheated! Or you might just be a man trying to find out if this quiz is authentic enough! whatever it is, Congratulations, you're an Expert on that pathetic species called "Man".

I personally dont think I know Man/Men well.
Lol!

Then I went to take the "In your circle of friends,who are you?"
The answer came out pretty true man.

Dorina completed the quiz "In your circle of friends, who are you?" with the result The Happy-Go-Lucky Friend.
You are loud and proud of it. You don't give a damn if the people on the street give you strange looks for laughing out loud or having a spring in your step. If life gives you lemons, you shrug and make sweet lemonade for everyone. Your friends don't always get your no boundaries sense of humor and outlook on life, but they understand you and love you for it. However, because you refuse to take off your rose-colored glasses, you might not always be properly empathizing should your friends have problems..

Just dont get the last few sentences.
Loud? Am I even loud? Lol~
I dont even wear rose-coloured glasses.
:D

Btw, not to forget, Thank You YX for wasting time on me.
By teaching me POA.
Appreciate it ALOT.
<3
None of this is REAL including how you feel.




third day of school,
Wednesday, April 15, 2009, 10:11 PM

Before starting my post, I wanna thank Mr Ng & God for finally allowing Huda to transfer into my class! Which is AB. She belonged to AA actually. After days of explanations, she's finally in.
And I really thank Mr Ng for tt.
If I got the chance, I will thank him personally to show sincerity.
*Hugs to HUDA!*
Congratulations man.
<3

Thank God i've succesfully survived till the third day of school.
Ya'll will never know how much i've gone through.
Classmates sucks to the core.
Of course excluding peepz from OA and Kristopher and Mirah.
(I dont know how to spell her name man, Soz!)

I was choosen as the class rep.
It sucks I tell ya.
More stress, more commitments.
If im alone, I might as well stab myself,
as I know I cannot take the stress/pain of it.
Argh..
Luckily, YX, the main one. :)

Skipped morning lesson today,reached school at 11.
Went for CMS lecture. This year's lecture is way different!
Its a mass communications lecture for every Wed at the lecture hall.
Holy crap man, the lecturer kept talking non-stop and kept changing the slides damn fucking fast.
And yet, they expect us to copy the notes down.
And today I copied shit. Because, I was SLOW! :(
( I dont even know what i've copied man ) -_-

Aftermath, went for OFA lesson.
Was taking attendance, but because most of my classmates,
I dont know their names.
Which explains, i've to go around all the tables in the big class just to make them tick their names! -_-
I feel like a retard.
Imagine doing this every single day.
I will really feel like giving it up.
:(

Finally got our textbooks today!
When collecting textbooks, I seriously, have no idea why,
Aloysious like to stare at me. But I dont mind!
HAHA! since he looked like CK! Totally awesome.
Lol. (huda, dont laugh at this part ah!)
Aftermath, went for lunch.
Lunched at Cafe1 with Kristopher,Mirah,Fana,Sab,Huishan,Qiuying,Yati and Kechik.
Halfway eating,they were gossiping bout someone else. It was damn funny!
Dont know who started the joke. Lol~

Then went for POA lesson.
It was damn.....shitty.
The first 10 minutes was self-introduction.
(y'know how much we hate this part!)
After tt was, starting chapter 1.
Theory was super dry.
Money money and more money.
Economics, economics and more of it.
Y'know how much I hate maths.
And im super lousy with maths.
So, basically, I know nuts bout it!
Dont understand a single shit man.
Copied some shit down, and I wanted to fall asleep.
But I cant, cos the lecturer kept looking at me.
ZZZ.
I hate POA.
Totally.

Oh yahh!
Aloysious made the first move by creating a conversation with me like, ytd?
When I was paying the 50bucks thing.
The conversation's damn funny man.
I cannot stop thinking bout it.
He's just WEIRD but funny!
Haha~
Cant wait to be friends with him, its just, mysterious, yet, funny.
But...
Low key is the best, so maybe i'll stay like this.
:)

Just hope, things will go fine soon.
I cant stay like this always.
Copying notes but not understanding anything bout it.
Sigh, this year really's pretty rocky isnt it?
Aight, gotta bounce.
School's at 830 tmr.
Later!
<3




Back to school in HN. ; First day
Monday, April 13, 2009, 10:21 PM

The only thing tt made me feel elated is because im in the same class as Sab and Yx.
With Kechik and Fana.
Then we transfer Carol and Huishan in!
Cool shit yo!
So its like, 5 of us.

Anyway, the whole day's super boring.
Talks talks talks and more talks!
Orientation can never be fun.
NEVER!
Especially those ice-breaking games!
Stupid shit man.
Played some stupid games then go off for another talk.
Argh~

Speaking of my current class, it can never be compared to OA.
Damn it.
I really miss OA. :(:(:(
There's only like 4 guys in my class?
Which is pretty sick, no fun guys to talk to,joke to, crap to, make friends with.
This spells, SHIT.
And the girls?
Its like one group here, one group there.
And another group another side.
Its like, all cannot mingle together.
Can you imagine how are we gonna survive this 2 years?
Holy Crap right?
Arghh..

And my time-table is really shit sia!
Monday - Wed is 9am till 4pm
Thursday - 2pm till 5pm
Friday 8am till 1pm.
This spells, SHIT too!

And the modules we're gonna have is more of economics, economics and more of it!
And there's POA :(
This time is Principles Of Accounting!
:(:(:(:(
But the good thing is, those taken OSA and got an A.
Then can skip module called OFA.
Cool right?
And also can skip some module in LLA.
But....I only got an B! :(
And and and, Mr Quek is my CA.
-___-
Dont know whether its a good thing or a bad one.
Lol~
Arghhh, kill me please~
:(

Oh btw, the funny thing is, there's this guy in my class.
Called Alloy for short. His name I dont know how to spell man.
Alloycious? (soz, if spelt wrongly!)
He is CK's TWIN!
I swear! Even Fana thinks so.
Just tt Alloy is shorter, a lil fleshier,and BOTAK.
So he's like the BOTAK version of CK.
All his features look like CK! ZOMG LA!
Can ya believe it? I kept staring at him.
And he kept smiling at me! LOL
But he's 24 this year.
Cool right? :P

Hehe. Aight. Gotta bounce.
School tmr at 8.30am.
:(




Gonna start HN soon.
Sunday, April 12, 2009, 10:59 PM

School's gonna start like tmr.
I know i've repeated it like many many times.
IM NERVOUS!
Gahhh, I wish new friends there are not those hard-to-talk-people.
It makes me wanna die.

Btw, maybe I didnt make myself clear the other time.
Even if we're in the same course, I dont need you anyway.
Even if im without friends. No, I dont need you aight?
Dont make it like, im dying for your friendship.
Tsk, dont ask. TYVM! :)



On a sidenote, I swear I love Helmi Buddy to bits!
He's the sweetest guy ever. (to me, personally me!)
He even remembered I tend to have gastric problems.
He even remembered tt he owes me 2 outings.
Awww, where to find such a sweet and caring buddy?
He's like one and only on my list.
The one tt never escapes from my mind.
He was like "Dont let others influence you hor."
Hahas, he's really funny.


<3




Square Dance,
Saturday, April 11, 2009, 6:28 PM

Wished Cheryl HappyBirthday.
Ytd was Yaya's wedding.
Btw, she's only 20.
Cool man..
Passed regards to her.
:)
Oh yeah, congrats to HelmiBuddy, He got into TP.
My rolemodel :D

Love all rainy days.
With Crunch icecream would be better. :)
1 more day to school.
How should I be feeling?
4 months holiday gone like tt.
The thought of school gives me the creeps.
When especially I dont easily trust peepz.
The thought of 5 days orientation scares me.
I hate orientations. Its boring! Way boring~
All the stuff for school should be all done already.
Just waiting for luck..


You can never see..
How things went through here and there.
You can fall,fall outta my hands.






Fragility Of Life,
5:19 PM

9 April 2009

City hall's a good place for me. With Yixiang and Yinghui.
I was on a shopping mode. For all the Back-To-School-Things.
:(
I dont feel excited bout school AT ALL!
Sakae Sushi for lunch/dinner.
Had awesome conversations.
Not only heart-to-heart talks.
But im glad i've created quite a number of impacts in people's life..
(yinghui, you got what I meant? (: )
I am always here, not far but near.
Being positive is good right? :D
Hehe.

Aftermath, we walked around SaSa.
3 of us got free eyebrow trimming!
Geez, first time man.
Slacked at Starbucks.
Headed home after tt.
:)




Random~














Her braces are damn cute! Haha~




Wooooot~ Helmet! / 6B Gathering/JB's Movie
Friday, April 10, 2009, 1:25 AM

Finally, i've found one blogskin for me to change. I mean like, nice and perfect to me. Soz if it looks weird cos its still under construction. Till like I dont know when. Im like damn busy. Im so sick to go online. Argh...
Credits: Yinghui!
(L)

Soz if the below blogpost is damn fucking long.
If you think its boring, you actually can skip tt.
TYVM. :)

I shall start updating bout 5 april 09.
Woke up damn early. Or should I say I didnt sleep at all? I've no idea why I cant fall asleep nowadays. Nigel kept asking me to go seek a doctor. Should I? Oh btw, met up with Nigel,Yinghui and Peiwen. Bought all the stuff needed and headed to SY's crib. Was supposed to check in to chalet at like 3pm. But we were damn fucking late. Reached the chalet like 5plus. Oh man .. apologies to LipKio. Made ya wait for so damn long! Gahhh. :(
Thank you so much for your understanding. :)

Checked in and do all the neccesary stuff. Was bout to start the fire. But the weather is pretty much not with us. Its been like raining the whole day! So no choice, LK start the fire while Nigel hold the umbrella. Hehe, can you imagine, LK brought umbrella wherever he goes? Hehe tt's so cute for a guy. :P
We were famished. And the Gentleman --- Nigel,
Cooked for us (girls) personally!
It was heavenly. Or was it because we were starving?
Hehe .. Then LK helped with the drinks. :D

(zooooom forward...)

8plus, we sit down and talk to Stephanie. (Shaun's GF)
She's awesome. Somehow we can click. Hehe, its nice to know btw.
Its like us, girls, having our own party in the living room.
And the guys were having their own gangster conversations/stories to share in the kitchen!
Wakaka. What a nice spot to share. Lololol~
Talked alot bout the past and all and we were laughing our asses off in the living room.
Aftermath, we went into the room and shared stories and photos and lots more.
Then because I need to go outdoors, cant be locked in the room for too long.
Then I went to find the guys! In the room for guys, there's only Nigel and AlexBROTHER.
Haha, the rest were outside.
SMOKING! -_-

Then I went in, locked the door. And share some funny stuff with the 2 brothers of mine.
The moment I start to share, we 3 were like crazy kids laughing. Haha.
Because its bout Nigel & ____.
While I was sharing stories, then Shaun Lim also wanna kpo then come in disturb us.
(He was always the joker. Haha)
Then he was like "Wahlao Dorina, got what privacy never share! Share lehhh."
I continued with the story, then he got so high! LOL.
Then I dont know why, LK, Limyi, Weibin all started to slowly to get kpo then come into the room listen to me talk. WTF sia!
Slowly everybody know the incident, then because I was the only girl in the whole room of like 7-8 guys I think. They got high, then keep shaking the bed.
Then SL say "aye, nigel! tonight all the bed yours alrdy la!"
Then stupid Limyi go and add : Woooot~ Helmet!
(for those who dont know what's an helmet for this situation then can go bang wall aight? hehe)

I wonder why all the girls stucked in one room. And im the only one tt goes into the guys room. Wtf man. After we shared all the craps together,we went out to bbq again. Like everybody damn hungry sia.
Then 11pm+ AlexBROTHER,WeibinKOR,Yinghui,Peiwen and I went to Cheers to get some beer. (for YH and I, we must have some alchohol man!).
12 plus, Cheers was closed. Can you imagine? Its still so early and yet they're closed. =.=
End up from downtown east, we walked all the way to whitesands's 7-eleven to get the drinks and ciggs. It was fucking far. -___-

After we purchased everything, we cabbed back.
(because weibin lazy to walk! hehe)
Aftermath, we were all busy with our own stuff.
Then everybody end up in the girls room.
We started to share ghost stories. (The most classic thing to do during chalet times)
But before tt, dont know why whenever Alex stare and Limyi, then they both will laugh?
Laughed until both face red sia. Wtf? (but now I know the reason why! we go into tt later on aight? :P)
I was sitting near the window and at the corner. It was damn scary.
Steph was sharing her young experiences. And we were all freaked out. Argh...
After 1 hour of ghost story-sharing, it was close to 3plus I think.
And heard tt 3am is devil's hour? I dont know whether if tt's true..Mm..

Alex,Limyi & LipKio went out to living room to smoke. Then something spooky happened.
When they were smoking halfway, they heard water gushing-out-of-tap-sound. But yet, the toilet's light's switched off. They immediately faster smoke finish their stuff and run back into the room. And when they reveal this matter, Initially I/we didnt believe it .. Until we were playing Indian Poker. Half way of it, we heard doorknocks. It was mild knocks. After a few knocks, we ignored it. As we dont wanna get distracted.

We were still playing Indian Poker,then suddenly we heard peepz trying to make the doorknob sound. ZOMG la!
At tt point of time, I just wanted to scream tt's all. Lol.
But it was fainting sound..
(even when im typing this, I totally feel the creeps....)
Then we decided not to play Indian Poker anymore.

4am plus, Limyi's friend came and fetch him home. Then the rest went to bed. All cannot make it anymore. So left, Nigel,Alex,YH, PW and I awake. We were like chatting all the way till Nigel knocked out. Then followed by YH dozed off. Soon after is PW!
So its like, im the last girl standing! Haha~
So crapped with Alex and searched his bag for fun. Lol.
8am plus, Nigel woke up so I took over his bed!
Haha, slept till 9am. Then we went to pack all the stuff.
Then checked out at 10am. They say we need to pay for one cup and one fork.
They say cos we lost it? Like wtf la. We didnt even use the fork. The first thought tt came into my mind was,*ahem*. Argh..

Oh yeah, back to why alex and limyi kept laughing whenever their faces meet.
It was all because....
Alex told Limyi saying tt, later Nigel go into the room,for sure he No Way Out!
Then Limyi replied, "Later ____ sure show No Mercy to him!"
LOL. They really crapper sia. -___-

6 april 09

Met up with YH.
Watched JB's movie premiere in 3D.
The movie could be better..
After movie went to HarbourFront Centre to find Yoshi.
Had those heart-to-heart talks. It was totally awesome.
:)

All tt i've got.






I was preparing corn!
I was sweating like hell.
Lol.


Stingray! Yummy!
(when i see this, reminds me of huishan! She loves stingray alot.)


Nigel/Dorina/Peiwen


Dorina/SockYuan/Peiwen


Yinghui/Peiwen/Dorina


Dorina/Peiwen/Yinghui @ Kitchen


Super candid. I looked like I poked her breast. LMAO!
Po po po ker face~~ :P


Sockyuan/Dorina/Peiwen/Yinghui




Did Nigel peed on his pants or what? lol ~


Lipkio! Argh, I like his Subcrew shirt!


Good Cook! ^^


He looked like he's modelling. Lol!


Taken when its 6am. Damn dark sia!Lol~


He was like "Dont take la! Dont take la!" Lol~
Random Shot.


LOVED!

PS: Thankyou Yinghui for taking care of me.
Thankyou Nigel for cooking maggie for me! ^^
Thankyou Peiwen for keeping me warm! Haha~
Thank you Sockyuan for remembering all the small things.
Ya'll are loved! (L)




Exciting week.
Sunday, April 05, 2009, 10:24 AM

Plans are all pretty well laid out.
Fatigue/Excited/Stress/Karma.

7 more days to school.
Should I feel excited?
Or should I feel "sian-ness"?
I dont know man.
Been really confused lately.
All I know is, i'm not looking forward to school.
The new uniform sucks to the core.
(really speechless bout it!)
Gosh~

Blog again when everything's over.
Later!

; Still keeping it




Best Wishes,
Thursday, April 02, 2009, 10:03 PM

Current feeling: Excited.
I cant really contain my excitement right now.
Yinghui won 2 Jonas Brother's 3D movie premiere at Vivo City.
She was just trying her luck in tt contest.
Oh my, she's one lucky girl !
And she invited me. ^^
ZOMG, there's even Taylor Swift & Demi Lovato!
Hehe, Girl, thank you so much!
Loveyouuuuu.
(L)

Oh yeah, Helmi buddy tmr getting results for his Poly admission thingy.
ALL THE BEST YEAH! :D
&&,
Not to forget,
GOODLUCK to CK & Sutinah!
(I really prayed hard, hoping to be heard.
I hope everything turns out well. Love you peepz.)

; All You Wanted