♥ Hey yo! This is Dorina here. Currently 19 years old this year. Birthday falls on 27 December 1991. Studying Business Administration course in College East. I treasure family & mates more than anything else. Music and Novels are my definite all time favourites. Always in the heart,In Loving Memories, Ku Witaya & Sia Chan Hong. ♥

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met dixon and slack slack with him awhile den kris and i left for home .. cus he's was late .. but never mind .. not going to blame him (:

so SWEET of her right ! xD
aww ~ she jus told me she got scratch by the bike wheel :(
nuer , must take care lehhs =)
*mummy xin tong* ='(

YAY ~~ 2 more papers to go and my holidays coming liaos !!
xD
preparing to dye ma hair ! buy my contacts lens ^^
heh heh .. cant wait :D

hmm . my cousin is hospitalised now .. he got dengue fever ..
hais . shawn , i hope u get well soon kays ? will visit u when i have the time =(
aww ~ another heart pain . miss miss <333>

[ prisca da sao and me ! ]


[ weishan mummy & me & kor kor ]




[ my precious wallet ^^ ]


[ just me ]



[ using mummy's hp . lols ! ]


[ this is so NOT me can ]


[ me and darling gladys , aint she CUTE ? ]

i cant stand the pain and i cant make it go away ...

Sunday, October 08, 2006, 10:57 PM

this morning quarrelled with mye brother about the morning call stuffs . actually its quite lame lahs . dont wanna mention about it since its long OVER . =)
so went to andy's hse for cg meeting .. had so much fun yeh . (:
after cg .. mar , sister xiuzhen & edric taught me maths . den i was like stress ka siao . but never mind .. at least they're helping me ^^

after i recieved a sms frm ariel that shawn is in hospital . so i decided to go visit him .. so i went to inform my parents about it and ask my dad drive us there . da sao pei-ed us there too (:
so sweet of her right ?! heh heh .. she's mine ^^ ( opps , dorigo dont jealous hors )

congrats me now . now now now ! heh heh .. i'm going to get my bike soon enuff ..
kit daddy & leo daddy buying for me as bdae present !
yay ~~ i'm SUPER DUPER happy can ! XD

( this is the bike they're buying for me , but its in black lahs )



( this is the picture fiona nuer edited for me )

oh gosh .. i'm super duper tired now can ..

=(

- i'm gonna smile like nothing is WRONG -

i'm gonna hide all the sorrows in me ..

Saturday, October 07, 2006, 11:14 PM

woke up at around 10.30 .. ate breakfast all that den faster rush to the toilet to bathe as i have fellowship around 1.30 ? lols . get to know quite alot of pple today .. hahas . wei shan mummy taught me maths today *stress ah* .. had so much fun during service . learnt many things . although not everything in mind lahs ! lols .. pathetic me lahs . got STM that's why .. haha .. so after service .. went to have dinner with sister mar and cell grp peeps .. (oops , shld be mar ) heh heh .. or mayb so called fellowship .. hmms , so i get to know benedict after that .. saw him playing the guitar .. i wanna learn .. mayb sometime later .. ^^

so i and da sao waited for kor kor to finish usher help .. lol ~
den wait for kor kor to finish his dinner that da sao bought for him .. we decided to go home ..
get to know cheryl today .. hahas . mixed her up with another girl .. so funny . lols .

so here i am .. blogging !

` Engraved In My Heart For Eternity -

Friday, October 06, 2006, 11:52 PM

oh gosh .. i'm soooooo angry with mye younger sister can . she's so damn irritating . guess what happened .. i went to have mye afternoon nap as at night i have to entertain mye relatives .. i left my com on and went to slp .. my crazy irritating bloody fool younger sister went to mess my com up .. argh ... all the things she done i'm tolerating it .. but she went to use my msn and talk to other pple .. ESPECIALLY sherman !!! AHHHHHHH ~ at this point of time i flared up and shouted at her .. she din even cry or what still wanna guai lan with me -.-

skipped mye dinner as i woke up late and hafta rush to the toilet to bathe .. so yep . went to uncle's place to eat mooncakes together .. with mye relatives and grandmother .. quite boring there .. so i decided to msg sherman .. but he half way din reply .. dont noe whats wrong .. =(
hmm . so i played with candles .. i used the candles to make sherman's name .. but in the end failed .. cus the wind and i run out of candles .. so sad .. cus i actually wanted to take pic of it when its done .. but nevermind .. next time can try again ^^
while watching the 9pm show .. suddenly christopher msged me . hahas . asked me about church stuffs .. i'm surprised lahs can . haha xD

so after all the mooncake eating stuffs .. dad sent us all home ..
so here am i blogging ((:

` - i'm holding on to a dream that will never come true -

Thursday, October 05, 2006, 7:49 PM

im in sucha sleepy mode lahs !
i'm DEAD .. so DEAD .. i'm gonna flunk mye science paper ..
din expect it to be this way .. paper 1 was like somehow ' okay okay lahs ' .. paper 2 was like .. hell ... ! shit man .. practically i did the paper in a rush as i fell asleep .. den when wake up not enuff time already .. hais .. i'm sucha a failure lahs ! disappointed in myself ..

supposed to meet da sao & kor kor for window shopping agains .. but i didnt .. in the end i was with connie .. as she wanted to check out the stuffs at whitesands's fairprice .. so thats what we did for the whole morning .. as we're dismissed early than usual lahs ..
so went home .. feeling sleepy already . wanted to take afternoon nap .. den suddenly i remebered that i promised my dad to cut my fringe .. as i look mad in that hairstyle of mine .. so went to cut hair .. feel so refreshed ! XD
heh heh .. my finger the wound healed back already ^^ the plaster is off ma finger ! LOLS ~~

i'm kind of falling sick already ..
dont noe why kip on feeling seriously cold ...
lols ` !

i miss you ..

Wednesday, October 04, 2006, 11:47 PM

today after school went to meet da sao & kor kor at tamp control station ... as we're gonna meet mar , andy & edric for fellowship .. so all of us met at orchard control station .. lols .
after having lunch .. we went shopping ! hahas xD super long time never shop lerhhs .
hees . went to far east plaza bought mye crown belt & cross necklace . i'm so happy lahhs ! :D
now left my bag .. hahas ((:
after that mar & edric had to go .. so left andy , da sao , kor kor & me .. so we went heeren to shop & find breaking benjamin's album .. lols . finally bought it .. ytd jus got money from dad today , used up le .. hais . pathetically broke again .. *faints* took neoprints at heeren .. gotta post them in the next post (:

sians . tml got science paper & mother tongue listening .. oh gosh .. so afraid of mye science paper lahhs . cus Mr yeo say the paper wont be easy .. hais ~~ stress ka siao sehh ..
tml after papers gonna meet da sao agains . go shop shop .. for me window shop nahs . sianns !
then .. i gotta go cut mye fringe .. aww ~ i'm gonna miss mye fringe !! =(

you're the one i LOVE , the ONE thing i tried to hold on to ...

Tuesday, October 03, 2006, 10:36 PM

today that mad miss palai sae my english sucks . its like ' wtf ' okay .. saying her own students english sucks .. she even asked me why i dont wanna buck up on mye english .. mye reaction was like .. you din even teach the class .. and expect me to learn .. stupid right .. -.-

daddy bought the latest sony ericsson k800i & SGH - X680 (samsung) .. now very fan what fone to use as dad bought so many spare fones .. hahas . i wan that sony ericsson fone .. but my mum dont allow me to bring it out .. its like might as well dont let me use it ZZZ .
never mind lahs . i've decided to continue using mye baobei N90 ^^

today straight after skul .. went to century square to gaigai awhile .. as i nid to buy some stuffs .. den i saw some nice clothes . wanted to buy it .. but i got no cash -.- i'm broke .. pathetically broke .. cus i gotta save and buy something for daowen .. his bdae is about to reach in around 2 weeks time i guess ? never go count . heh heh .

connie din come to skul today .. she changed already .. kept on pon-ing skul .. dont noe for what .. ahhhh ` heck !

another poem coming up :

- your eyes are as bright as the golden sun .
you brighten up my day with your presence .
life was like nothing till i met you .
but now you're like drifting further & further away from me ....
i'm sad , hearbroken and full of sorrows ...
but still i wont let you go .. because i love you so ..
but forever may seemed far away , because you LOVE someone else ..

aww ~ prisca da sao gave me a handmade notebook .. she made it for me !! i'm so damn touched lahs can . ^^ heh heh . and also .. its so pretty .. !! thanks da sao ! i appreciate loads !! XD
finally got my bible .. kor gave me one ^^ yay ~~~ i'm so happy lahs !! :D

tml meeting mar and cell grp peeps . looking forward to it ^^
hees . fiona nuer helped me to upload bai se feng che's MV to mye frenster profile lerhhs .
hees . thanks worhs ! XD

- SHATTERED DREAMS AND BROKEN HEARTS -

Monday, October 02, 2006, 11:16 PM

wrote this poem in class today ..
- if only you know , every single minute .
- every single second of my life without you .
- in madness , craziness and insanity .
- if only you know how much i've suffered , how much tears i've wasted .
- if only you know you're believing in LIES broke my heart , shattered my dreams .
IF ONLY YOU KNOW .....

its kind of funny how i started this poem .. its frm the song ai cuo by wang lee hom ^^ .
chatted with daohan ganlaogong ^^
he seemed so normal in the beginning .. but suddenly .. he felt so sad. . which i dont like .. i like to see him happy .. it makes me happy too (:
he suddenly talked to me on msn .. den i was like so shocked lahs . cus for quite some time we din contact already .. cus he's busy with his own stuffs i guess .. ZZZ .
i'm soo tired now lahs . veh veh sleeepppppppply .
` gahhhhhhh ~ !!
must go get some coffee to perk myself up .. if not gonna fall asleep .. gotta catch up .. *yawns*
oh gosh .. gotta study science and maths .. i'm gonna flunk mye english paper .. i'm sooooooo DEAD !
jus hope daohan will wake up ..

if tears can make you mine , i will cry an ocean for you ..

here's mye favourite video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1krsAvdxTw

白色风车 - ENJOY (:

2:49 PM

BOO ! *yawns* din get to use the com ytd .. so back here to blog about ytd and today's stuffs ..

oct 1 - went to tm in the late afternoon .. cus nid to help mye brother and mum to upgrade their fones .. den mye sister saw one of the nice mickey fone .. she demanded it frm mye dad .. and my dad actually agreed to it -.- i told him dont buy the fone for mye sister as she's only 6 yrs old .. imagine a 7 yr old kid having a handfone .. my god .. seriously, i dont noe what's the world going to .. insane man .. so i protested and cried terribly in front of so many pple ... imagine pple staring at you .. omg .. so paiseh man .. but thay's what i did ytd at tm .. -.- so for dinner we ate ' ding tai feng ' restaurant .. *yummy* ! (: i suddenly enjoy the company of prisca da-sao . heh heh xD she's the only one who can understand how i felt ytd. . ^^ walked past metro .. decided to buy some clothes to make myself happy .. (: hahas .. and that's what i did .. heh heh .. anw , also not i pay mahs xD so shopp-ed till around 9plus .. decided to go home already .. as daddy gotta rush back home ... so i asked da-sao to stay obernight at mye hse since its so late already .. not safe for her mahs .. so settle about the fone thingy .. den i went to slp at 1plus ^^ haha ~

2 oct - went to sch myself again as usual .. actually dad wanted to fetch me .. but i'm alright with it .. so i told him i wanna go skul myself .. yepp .. so went to the bus stop .. den i saw sherman but he went to take bus 359 from the opposite bus stop .. den i was like wondering how come he went to take that bus 359 at the opposite bus stop .. it kept me clueless .. i'm still thinking .. WHY ? or izit you're avoiding me .. ? i really wonder .. alot of things kept re-winding in mye mind .. went to sch .. i din talk to connie at all .. i think she's keeping something(s) from me .. and i dont noe why she must be like this .. why lie ? she knows i practically hate liars .. and also nobody like liars !! after recess i still kept mum .. i jus dont feel like talking to her .. unless she talk to me .. but true enuff , she talked to me first about exams ..
so we chatted alot of things during maths lesson .. and that made me missed mye lessons .. so i gotta catch up the lessons tml .. cus i wanna pass everything .. i dont wanna fail any subject .. (:

the hardest thing i'll ever have to do is to turn around and pretend that nothing had happened ..

Sunday, October 01, 2006, 1:42 AM

*yawns* woke up this morning by sister xiuzhen's call . hahas . called me to wake up and prepare for service today .. i was lazy . so i told her i cant make it ... as my mom dont really like it when i go for service .. so i called up my dad to ask him whether i can go for service .. haha . he actually agreed to it and even send me there .. really shocked ((: heh heh .

so i went service at exactly 5pm .. sister xiuzhen came out hall 8 and picked me up .. hahas . so went in the hall 8 for praise and worship (: den listening to pastor kong talking .. i suddenly thot of sherman .. den was like cant concentrate .. but luckily i got back on track .. listening to what pastor kong preaching (: heh heh . so the service ended around 7.30 pm .. prisca da sao came around looking for me .. so went to meet up with kor kor .. den prisca da sao introduced all her cell group members to me .. woah .. all females except for andy .. the one and only brother in the cell grp . hahas . saw darrion and hui fang .. his stead (: yay ~ so much fun !! i enjoyed myself for service ... =) so my cell grp leader is sister mar .. pple who know her call her ' mar ' ~ haha . so cute lahs .. =DD shall kip on attending service every now and then =)

so after service .. met up with kor kor le .. went to uncle's place for dinner .. kor kor brought da-sao there . hehe . so we have our dinner there and chatted all along . but mye mind somehow wasnt there . i dont know why .. i feel that something is missing in me .. i really feel it ..
so all along i kept quiet .. listening to music .. and kept popping potato chips into my mouth .. thinking of him .. really .. most of the things i'm doing .. i cant concentrate .. serious i really dont know what to do anymore .. really lost .. practically i'm a song without its soul ..

stayed up at uncle's place till 11pm .. so daddy gotta send da sao home .. went all the way to serangoon .. and suddenly ' mar ' msged me . hahas ~ den fiona nuer pei-ed me chat all the way till i reached home .. thanks nuer (: heh heh .

talked to fiona jie alot of things .. she comforted me alot .. thanks jie =)
so after all that .. here i am blogging .. or mayb jus talking to myself ..

are u avoiding me ?

behind mye FAKE smile is EVERYTHING you'll NEVER understand ..