'An empty room can be so deafening
The silence makes you wanna scream
♥ Hey yo! This is Dorina here. Currently 19 years old this year. Birthday falls on 27 December 1991. Studying Business Administration course in College East. I treasure family & mates more than anything else. Music and Novels are my definite all time favourites. Always in the heart,In Loving Memories, Ku Witaya & Sia Chan Hong. ♥
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Thursday, January 24, 2008, 11:06 PM
I need to get this before CNY.
Awww, its like, 70 over dollars lah.
I need money! :(
Tomorrow mayb going down to vivo or fareast to buy my bag.
Sighs.
x33
3:25 PM
♥ Behind my smile , is everything you'll never understand.
I still feel so bad deep inside. Totally numb. Stabs. Stabs.Stabs.
I'm sorry.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008, 10:16 PM
Seriously i need an outlet to vent anger on eh. Now suddenly i feel so not safe blogging here. But i wont be changing my URL or setting up password. All because, i dont wanna be an escapist. =]
I wanna face the reality, not running away from problems.
Right, i dont understand why his parents need to do all small lil actions behind our backs. Its quite insulting you know. C'mon man, we're teenagers. Give us a life lah. I know because of my dark past you're trying to stop your son being with me as close friends. But one thing for sure, get this straight in your face, your son liked me first. Not me being nuts and happily go fall in love with your son. Zzz.
And speaking of which, my past, i admit i was bad. I admit i was so called ah lian. I had bad records in school. And yes, im from NT. But SO WHAT? Having a dark past doesnt mean that i wont change, doesnt mean i dont deserve a second chance. If everybody have the same thinking as you there wont be life for all the ex convicts. Agree people?
The thing now is, i learnt my lesson and now im trying to change. Why do you have to condemn me like this? It hurts me alot to hear all the stuff but i gotta endure. If you dont like me, just tell me straight dont have to pass message to your son lah. Pathetic shitzxz.
I know im being rude here to an elder (y'know who you are cos you read my blog)
But that's who i am. A fact that will never change. Why cant you just accept who i am?
I dont wanna be someone who im not. Why cant you just see in a different angle then im a changed person? Im not as bad as the past. I made an effort to change but who sees that?
Sigh, all i need is a second chance. :(
Arghhh, this is so going nowhere. Feel like going to the beach and throw pebbles into the water.
SIGHSIGHSIGH.
Exams coming, gotten study tomorrow already.
Anyways, all the best for your results uh LG =]
All you need is confidence yea? :)
xoxo.
Sweetheart.
Thursday, January 17, 2008, 7:23 PM
Replies to tags:JON didi~: Sorry arh about that day. Mmmm. Loves.
FrankenstenMI: Eh, then how come never join in the first place? Awww, saw you today uh! :)
SinlingNUER: Haha, thank you for being so understanding nuer. Love ya! :)
Sorry people for not updating regularly, seriously i didnt have the time uh. Its all about school.
Right, speaking of which, I think im super suay (bad luck) for this whole week. You see, on tuesday, my mum whacked me for no reason or mayb yes, but trivial issue lah. Then on wednesday, i got send back home from school just because of my shoe lace. How strict can college east be? Haha, super suay lah can. Ask me go home then in the end call me and ask me go back school. -.-
Its like, damn lame lah. Scolded 3 teachers in a row. Sigh, bad start bad start. 2008 is a bad start. Mayb i should start to have rules for myself. Just like, LG.
Hehe, i think i should start to curb my temper now .. (i must i must)
School is very tiring nowadays, as per usual, it starts early and ends late. Right, so i skipped CRN lesson for 2 hours on tuesday. Guess what i did, i went to have my breakfast with friend, Joelin. Haha. Funny thing is, Mr Quek(CRN lecturer), didnt find anything suspicious. Ahem. ITE is super sian (bored). Its always lectures, presentations, projects. Its only the 2nd week of school and im complaining. Cant imagine how am i gonna survive. Sigh.
Gimme strength to study please. Argh.
Sigh, need to find short story to have oral presentation on monday. Wish me luck people. That's my first test. :)
Im skipping school tomorrow and hope my CA wont beep me. Dont think i will pick the call if she really beeps me. Eheheh. I think i need rest. Im uber tired now. Dead beat. Argh.
Miss Miss LG.
7DSILSJ.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008, 8:42 PM
Replies to tags:Sockyuan: Yes sister, will link you up soon! =D
FrankenstenMI: Yes buddy, updating it soon. You rock lah!! :D
SinlingNUER: Yes babe, we shopped and yes, meeting you this sat for shopping again! :D
BELINDAx: Hello mei, school is alright lah, only very tiring. very different compared to secondary school. Yep.
sims: Updating now!! But i cannot reveal something(s) luh. Someone will be reading it and sabo us. Uhuh.
Super over due post. Argh.
School start already and its pretty tiring lah i must say. Orientation sucks but lucky got buddy(Helmi) there to entertain me lah. Hehe. You rock!! :D
I hate my school timetable lah can. Its always starts either 8 or 9am and ends like, 4 or 5pm. Its super late lah can. And shitzxz, ITE you need to cca too! (Okay, that's what i hate lah.)
So super no choice, i joined Photography Club. Just hope i will attend the meetings and all. Dont think i wanna pon the cca lah hur .. Since its a relax cca liao. Haha.
I must say, i like my class. A bunch of jokers. Just like, 4T1.
Speaking of which, i miss 4T1 loads.
The fun and laughter we can have everyday, my classmates, my love ones. Awwwww. I still miss Mrs Abbas lah. Sobs.
Yawns, Starting school tomorrow at 8am. Shitzxz, OSA Lectures. T.T
I miss LG.
:(