'An empty room can be so deafening
The silence makes you wanna scream
♥ Hey yo! This is Dorina here. Currently 19 years old this year. Birthday falls on 27 December 1991. Studying Business Administration course in College East. I treasure family & mates more than anything else. Music and Novels are my definite all time favourites. Always in the heart,In Loving Memories, Ku Witaya & Sia Chan Hong. ♥
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 9:00 PM
Other than Monday(s), I detest Wednesday(s) too. I've just realised that. Because why? Mostly mock tests will always be on Wednesday(s). Which I claimed it to be, STRESS DAY.Right, so this morning I had my CRN mock test. Seriously, I was quite shocked when the results came out. I've got 78 and a half. First time cannnn! The previous mock test I only got 50plus or 60? Which kinda suck uh.
Mr Quek dismissed the class and he told me he wanted to talk to me in private.
Then the first thing that came into my mind was what he's gonna say. I thought he was gonna reprimand me or something. But he didnt. Infact he told me I really improved alot for the past few months and he can see the effort there. He even told me to keep it up! I was like, so relieved that he didnt start to nag or something.
Geez. (Relieved smiley)
Aftermath, we went to Cafe 1 for lunch then we go library to study. I memorised the format of the blahblah letter thingy until I almost fell asleep can. This shows how tired I am. Cos the previous night, I was busy studying CRN till like 2am.
:(
Aftermath, we had our OFC mock test again. Can say I predict that im gonna fail OFC?
Cos so far, I only managed to remember minutes of meeting. Other than that, I totally return it back to Miss Tan already. This spells trouble for me can. >:(
Anyway, a piece of good news to share.
I passed my SBM module with an A & I passed my LLA module with 73 marks.
:D
Really super stress luh.
Next week exams already.
>: (
*Pulls hair*
I keep running.
Sunday, May 25, 2008, 10:58 PM
A very short story with a beautiful message.
Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,
'Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river.'
The little girl said, 'No, Dad. You hold my hand.'
'What's the difference?' asked the puzzled father.
'There's a big difference,' replied the little girl.
'If I hold your hand and something happens to me,
chances are that I may let your hand go.
But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens,
you will never let my hand go.'
In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.
So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours...
This message is too short......but carries a lot of feelings.
Nightmare is gonna end in 21 more days.
Exams coming in 1 week's time.
Chalet coming in 22 more days.
DEN's birthday coming in 25 days.
Can't wait!
Saturday, May 24, 2008, 11:40 PM
Met up with SL today.Finally met up with her like so many months later.
Today so many things happened, we laughed all the way.
(Remember the tight fitting sailors? Muahaha!)
Wakaka, I like to do silly stuff to make her laugh.
(As per usual, I like to joke alot right?)
Must laugh more to stay healthy okay SL? (:
4 years & still counting!
Muchlove!
And...I still love FrankenstenMI!
He's always the one who do sweet lil stuff to make me laugh.
He's always the one who cheers me up all the time.
Thankyou for all the things ya done for me.
5 years and still counting?
:D
Muchlove!
Just because my MSN personal msg was...
Then, he draw for me....
THIS! :D
I know it didnt look like any life buoy.
But its the thought that counts.
(So its very special to me.)
Anyway, I asked him, what's that for.
He didnt answer me anything but he drew this..
Then again, I didnt get what he meant.
I asked him what's that again.
Again, he didnt answer me.
Then, he drew this...
Once again, I didnt get what he meant.
Then I asked again, what's all this for?
Then, he answered me ....
Still, I didnt know what he meant.
Then, he gave up cos I gave him a silly answer.
He said, he will use the rope and hang himself.
Just because he failed to save me from the drowning.
So now, tell me, where can ya find sucha sweet guy?
Here's a picture of my buddy!
:D
Remember, whenever I see this, I will laugh out loud?
Still treasuring ya buddy!
:)
11:26 PM
Yesterday. school cancelled.
went interview at T3.
penisula.
bugis.
raffles.
B & J ! :D
New Found Love: Rilakkuma! :D
But I still love Cinnamoroll.
Cinnamoroll the best!
:D
Monday, May 19, 2008, 10:17 PM
Today was such a fine day. Except for the fact that I woke up with 4 unread text messages. That was pretty irritating imagine your tones kept ringing non stop beside your bed.Lesson learnt: keep cell phone away from bed or switch it to silent mode.
Went online and Elden talked to me first regarding the chalet. It was pretty frustrating cos everyone is waiting for me to book the chalet. After hours of discussion, the bloody chalet cannot book cos I dont own any cards. I mean Visa or Mastercard. That was so pissing me off because the whole day I was busy with the booking online thingy & closemate's report.
Speaking of closemate's report, hopefully its okay with him because I didnt know what I was typing. Hopefully it wont bring his results down. If not im gonna be so so dead. :/
Mel asked me out at 7pm, since I have nothing to do, I agreed and get myself prepared and went to meet him up.
And im so proud of myself, i've memorized half of the CRN thingy already. All thanks to Mel!
He's been testing me non stop & trying to make things difficult for me. I know its pretty difficult but still, a big thank you to ya. (:
He's been teaching and teaching non stop since 7pm. Which made me pretty stressed up. But he told me not to give up.
I'll always remember what ya said: '' if you think you can, you can do it.''
Thankkkkks MEL!
(if i pass my crn, i owe ya big time!)
Woooo. Lucky me!
Mates starting school at 9am while I start school at 12pm.
Can sleep longer! :D
Nights All!
(:
Sleepless Nights.
Sunday, May 18, 2008, 2:21 AM
(Ignore the timing & date. Its supposed to be May 17.)
"Thus nature has no love for solitude, and always leans, as it were, on some support; and the sweetest support is found in the most intimate friendship." - Cicero
We've a special connection dont we? We've a special connection that friends cant have. We hit it off pretty well isnt it? FRIENDSHIP is not just another 10 letter word thing. Its how we communicate and how much effort we put into the friendship here. And its how much we treasure each other and wont get mad at each other easily etc. And even if we do, its a test for our friendship isnt it?
(I know you'll be fine the next day, but im still feeling really bad, I swear, so I have to blabber things here. But its all my heartfelt words.)
(Dont ever get the wrong idea, i'm not into him. He's just someone really precious that's all. My closemate.)
Anyway Andres, im terribly sorry 'bout what i've said last night. Bet it really pissed ya off. I totally understand how ya feel today and im sorry I wasnt there to be by your side to cheer ya up and stuff like that. I know you're feeling down because of some issues, but I didnt meant to spoil your day or what. I didnt meant to add on to your worries and everything.
Well, 'bout my issue, I didnt meant to be stubborn and not listen to ya. Ya can say i've been thinking too much 'bout it. But, the truth is, im afraid to face the reality? The last word from ya, make me all worried of losing ya. Ya make me wake up and stop being silly. So, im gonna listen to ya. Visit a doc.
(Tell me im not gonna lose big meanie aight?)
And Hamdani, if you're reading this, I know what had happened. I didnt text ya or call ya cos i know ya wont pick it up or even text me back. Im not good with words but all I can say is take it easy.
My friend, do cheer up aight?
:)
Not in a clear state of mind.
I'm sorry.
Sunday, May 11, 2008, 2:07 PM
(Ignore the date. Its supposed to be May 10.)Carol's Advance Celebration.
At Fareast's Gelare. The lighting suckkkkk.
SEEEEE! The 3 comel comel guyz! eheheh.
Favourite Hangout Place: HK Cafe!
Guess I was busy texting someone.
Birthday Girl Carol with the pretty braces girl Connie!
Sorry, I couldnt resist the food.
Dinner at 10.30pm? I was famished!
Spent: $61.90.
Pretty Birthday Girl: Carol.
Elden look like he cant wait to devour the cake? :p
Last picture of the day.
MUCHLOVE.
Monday, May 05, 2008, 3:26 PM
I feel happy for myself today. Because I suddenly have the motivation to attend school.I suddenly have the motivation to do finish the assignments given by Miss Leng. The 3 assignements given today, I complete it all by myself. Of course with some help from Davin,Hwee Li & Sodiq. Thankyou peepz. :)
It feels good to complete something(s) on your own. Teeheehee.
CRN today was shit, cos we just take attendance and we can leave.
Whenever I see Mr Quek's face i will feel so pressured. Cos of the upcoming role play test.
Which will be on this wednesday . (faints)
OFC, I got back my progress test. I passed! :D
Happy uh but also thanks to Iqah. (hello new friend!)
Once again, I skipped LLA lesson this week.
A reminder to self: Attend LLA lesson next week. I must I must I must! (:
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Sunday, May 04, 2008, 1:40 AM
(Ignore the timing and date. Its supposed to be 03 May 2008.)
This post is dedicated to her: SAB Chen.
I wanna thank her for everything she done for me.
She's been there whenever im down.
She's always the one to hyper with me.
She's always the first one to crack cold jokes to make me laugh.
She's always the one who wipe my tears away and tell me to stop crying.
She's always the one who will text me and tell me not to cry or to be angry.
A Big Thank You to SAB Chen.
Thank you for giving me all the advice ya can.
Thank you for being there for me at all times. (at least ya try)
Thank you for accompanying me whenever I need somebody.
Now, you're a part of me.
Because of the linkage, I still treasure ya & this friendship alot.
So, THANKYOU! (:
I ♥ SAB!
And...not forgetting my closemates,Andres & Dingen.
Thank you for being there too! Much appreciated! x33
Muchlove,
Sweetheart.
xoxo.
(insert a relieved smiley)
Aight.I feel so much better now. Like, finally.
After all that happened, i've made friends with Huda & Iqah(hello my new friend!).Eheheh.Like after 4 months. Amazing isnt it?Well, I should thank Ham for that. Without your 'hate' , I wont be able to clear things up with Huda though. Teeheehee.And, nobody like the feeling of losing a friend.
But if ya want things in your way, which is by hating me and everything. Go ahead.
I wont mind seriously. If hating me for now, or rather, forever,makes ya happy. Then do your thing. I'll just have to let this thing go.
Cos I know, I wont be able to cling on this for long.
And thanks to Andres my closemate, he taught me how to constantly be myself.
He taught me things I didnt know.
He taught me how to handle things on my own.
Without him, I wont realise that TRUSTING someone is really 'that' important.
Sometimes it is really hard to feign ignorance. I have to start pretending that such things will never happen. Why wouldnt things just stop there? Like just closing my textbook. WHY? Tell me. Why must everything start to pile on me right now? I feel so pressured right now. But I know, I must go through all the ups and downs in my life to grow up well. I shall just constantly remind myself that tomorrow will be a better day. (Quoted from Andres.)
What i've learnt from Andres is that dwelling on things doesnt solve a thing.
So its 3.45am now.
I'm heading to bed if not im gonna be like Evil DE!
Wakakaka.
PS: This is just another lonely night I have to go through.
Friday, May 02, 2008, 12:49 AM
Overdued Pictures.
Huishan and meeeeeee! :D
Slacking at SBM lesson.
First picture taken with Dingen & Nick.
Potiental stalker: SAB Chen stalked me.
OFC Presentation: Stalked.
After ushering :D
Singapore Flyer! :D
SAB at Hong Kong Cafe with her fav drink.
Hiakhiak! My dinner! :D
I'll be having ofc minutes of meeting test tml.
For some reason, i've forgotten everything i studied.
HOW?! :(
And, im having role play test 2 on wednesday.
I havent memorise my script yet.
HOW?! :(
I've so much things to do but so lil time.
24 hours is not 'nuff.
Can I have 48 hours per day?
PLEASE?
:(