♥ Hey yo! This is Dorina here. Currently 19 years old this year. Birthday falls on 27 December 1991. Studying Business Administration course in College East. I treasure family & mates more than anything else. Music and Novels are my definite all time favourites. Always in the heart,In Loving Memories, Ku Witaya & Sia Chan Hong. ♥

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Happy Birthday Shanel !


I'll always be with ya.
Cheer up, stay strong yes?
(L)

Today got POA pop quiz -.-
And I didnt study for it.
But lucky all my answers came out right.
Got candies from Mdm Siti.
Lol! :D

BEO slacked the whole period.
Crapped and, tried to settle the PM1 project thingy.
Mm, finally done with all projects.
Now left with roleplay. T.T

Tml POA test again.
Need to submit final BEG script.
Thursday BEG roleplay.
:(
STRESS AH!

Oh, dearest Dingen,Get Well Soon!
(L)

Last but not least, thank you Mr Hubert! Ya made an effort to cheer me up last night. Thank you so much! I did smile after your link to that video. You're so sweet. :)

; There's two things I know for sure.
She was sent here from heaven and she's Daddy's little girl.

When you do something wrong to me.

Monday, October 27, 2008, 9:36 PM

Happy Birthday JaneTWINNY! (:



Had a fruitful day today.
Went to meet Carol at T3.
Do the BEG Script.
Bumped into Manfred.
Chilled at Coffee Club till 5plus.
Took 34 home.

♥ When you backstab me, I wont do anything to backstab you back.
As, I believe in karma. It bites you hard. Not me.
So, why would I wanna care?
Go right ahead.
I'll only keep mum bout it.
:)

A, I think sometimes you're right.

Just, sometimes.

:)

Yeah,you're right, A. I am stubborn.

Sunday, October 26, 2008, 2:35 PM

25th October 2008

Happy Birthday Yahya!
:)

Met up with Yvonne,Jiamin & Ariel.
Went to watch HSM 3 at 1.30pm.
Was super late for the show as we were waiting for Yvonne.
In the end, we missed the front part, so we didnt know what's going on.
:(

Then went back to Estella Gardens, packed my stuff,
Rushed back home and get changed, then left the house again.
As i was afraid to be late for meeting up with A,Fathu & Hilmi.
Waited for them at small mac for like 15 minutes.
Then saw Izad.
Aftermath we went to buy tickets for HSM 3 again. (yes,again.)
Then saw Benny!
Super long time didnt see him. ;D
Afterwhich, we went to Food Culture to slack.
Then I saw _____.
But didnt want to like, say hi or whatever.
So I kept covering my eyes. :/
Aftermath, watched HSM 3.
(thankyou Hilmi for accompanying me!:/)
It was awesome! I dont mind watching it again. ;D

After movie, we walked to TCP.
On the way there, we saw Yahya.
(the birthday boy)
Then,here's the best part.
I saw Sherman & Daowen & Co!!
They were riding near stadium.
Awww, super long didnt see them.
Elated ! :D
Words cannot explain how I feel when I saw them.

Hmm, along the way, I kept thinking,bout the past.
Really miss them so much. (L)
Then we all go pondok duduk.
Slack + chat then 11plus Hilmi went off already.
Then waited for Fathu.
Slacked till 2-3am I think, then Fathu went off.
Then Izad, A & I.
Slacked till 5am,A left.
Left Izad and I, we chatted super alot of things.
Till 6am then we left, and head for home.
(super drained out right now, toddles!)
:D

HSM 3

Friday, October 24, 2008, 9:23 PM

Right. So right now im at Ariel's place.
Staying over tonight.
Tomorrow heading to watch movie with,
Yvonne,Ariel & Jiamin.
Okayzxz, seriously, I gotta admit, Im excited!
Definetely, very excited!
I've been waiting for this since august!
Hehe.

Night time meeting A I think.
Today he bomb-ed me badly.
(put aeroplane!!)

Today's so fun talking to SAB.
Laughed all the way because of ______.
(cant tell ya! ;p)

Aight, check this out!
This is so cool!

IBE 2008 KOREA/JAPAN vs EUROPE

Its dope!!
(L)

You're fucking not the ONLY one.

Thursday, October 23, 2008, 4:21 PM

Happy Birthday Yolane!
:)

Today school's pretty short.
Done with POA's Unit 10 today.
2 roleplays.
This week & next week.
Connie's still in Korea.
Hope she's able to find my Subcrew bagpack.
(ihope!)
:)

Ahem.
Yes, you're a total jerk.
I trust ya so damn much, and yet,
all I got in return is all your "Beautiful Lies".
I could care less,
But peepz are making me back to square one.
Dont ya think its too unfair?
Yes, all again, your pick of unfairness.
Broken promises,but ya dont really mind.
This fucking aint the first time.
And ya know it.
But, pretend not to know(?)
Ya fake it easy, just to please me.


Kermit's Supreme Red Deck!
Chio anot!?!
(but without kermit would be so much better! lol!)

Amazing how life turns out the way that it does.

Monday, October 20, 2008, 9:02 PM

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away.

Goodluck to DEkorkor for tomorrow.

Hope everything will go smoothly.

Dont think so much &, go for it!

Muchlove x33

Connie's off to Korea.

Remember my Subcrew merchandise uh!

MissYou!

:D

My departure's on 24Nov.

;p

Just call my name, you'll be okay.

Saturday, October 18, 2008, 10:08 PM

You've fallen asleep in denial

Look at the way we're dyin'

How it ends I'll never know

Just live your life blind like me.

Pushed away for nothing wrong

Thursday, October 16, 2008, 8:54 PM

Remember we used to laugh and say

No one else could get in our way
And there were times

When you would cry

And came knocking

On my door

And I was there

To shelter your pain

I will not break the way you did.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 9:32 PM

I just want to get it over with
But I do not cry.
Counting the days that past me by.

모두 헤어지는 것 같아
그리고 그들의 사랑을 던지고 도망.

On a lighter note, I passed my POA and BEO test!
Damn surprised!
Eheheh.
But a lot of projects and roleplay(s) coming up.
So, stress level is getting higher.
:(

But bitterness has silenced these emotions.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 10:48 PM

When darkness is upon your door and

you feel like you can't take anymore.

With every word we're growing distant.

Monday, October 13, 2008, 9:24 PM

Happy Birthday Yixiang!

(:



Right. So today's the back-to-school-day.
Overall,it was really bad.
I still want my holidays!
:(



3 super huge ulcers is so killing me.
I cant drink,eat or talk properly.
Torturous man.
Argh.
T.T


Who knew...
it would be the last time.
*cries*

♥ In my heart, there's always 2 of you. Definitely.

Friday, October 10, 2008, 10:04 PM

This is incredible, I slept at 4am woke up at 6.30am.
T.T
Aight, am really sleep deprived!
:(

Met SL at Bedok, went to have Mac breakfast.
Like finally!
Went back to tpss to wait for Valerie to finish her exam.
Wait for cab for half an hour under the scorching hot sun!
Sweat like mad luh!

Couldnt wait any longer, we called the hotline.
$3 surcharge can!
Super broke this week and yet, the cab fare was 15bucks.
T.T
Faster went into the temple and started praying for CH and Witaya.
Emotions are attacking my inner self when the ritual starts.
I dont know why, but looking at their pictures,
all I want to do is to stay strong as I was in the past.
Done with the first ritual, we had a break.
As we were chanting for 1hour plus non-stop.
Geez, I didnt know I can tahan so much. Lol.

CH's grandmother just kept crying and I managed to hug her and console her.
Haiz. CH & witaya, I miss ya peepz so much.
Today's the 49th day.
That's fast isnt it?
There's always a question in my mind, how are ya peepz up there?
Everybody's been dreaming bout ya peepz.
When is it gonna be my turn? I wanna see ya CH ..
I really do.

Aftermath, went to T3 to meet Big Jon.
Chilled at Coffee Club for hours.
We purposely went to the seat where we sat the last time when we were there.
All emotions are attacking me once again.
Though we're having all the funny conversations and jokes like usual, but it wasnt the same without ya.
Whenever you're around, there's no sadness or emo-ness.
There's only happiness,fun and non-stop laughter.
SL and I felt that ya have always been with us, just that we cant see ya and we cant hear ya.
But I know, today, ya have been sitting at the exactly same place.
Listening to what our hearts have to reveal, I bet ya saw our tears today.
SL and I cant help it.
At least, whatever I promised ya, I managed to uphold them.
Shall see ya again on the 100th day yes?
<3>
Mates for life!

Anyway, SL.
Ya gotta stay strong.
If ya have to cry, cry hard today and move on yes?
I bet our kaixinguo dont wanna see us like this.
Remember, im always here.
<3

Happy birthday Weibin!
(:

♥ Caught up in circles.

Thursday, October 09, 2008, 10:15 PM

Met up with JoanneSweetheart today!
Excited! But, im super late today.
I was late for 45mins today!
Sorry sweetheart! :(

What a coincidence.
I saw Andy at Citylink,talked awhile.
Then saw SinlingNUER & Mr GS.
And he say im very white!
(aight, he's not the first.)
Cos A used to call me white girl.
(that's if he still remembers.)
Had lunch at Mac then went to watch The House Bunny.
Dopeeeeeeee!
4 out of 5 stars!
I dont mind watching it again man.
All bout, not hiding yourself and be yourself is the best!

JoanneSweetheart said that i've changed.
She mentioned that im difficult to talk to already.
Geez, im so sorry girl.
:(

Tomorrow's the 49th day.
Gotta wake up super early and go pray for them.
TT y'all tomorrow.
Meeting SL tomorrow!
<3

Happy 19th Birthday Nicholas!
Hope ya can cut down on your ciggies
&, continue to ride yes!
:)

Afterall, the choice is yours.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008, 11:30 PM

07 October '08

Went to buy Yixiang's birthday gift.
Shared with Carol & A.
Finally I bought my ChickenSoup Series book!
Excited can! Finaly get another chance to read.

So today met up with carol went to Bugis and get bag and my stuff.
Back to tamp, had Pastamania for dinner.
It was awesome!
Then went to Sab tan's mac to meet sab and connie for awhile.
Chat awhile and im out.

Tomorrow meeting JoanneSweetheart.
Friday's the 49th day.
Sat , project day.

I cant wait for Korea,Japan or again. Australia!
:(

I want my subcrew cap!

:(

Saturday, October 04, 2008, 3:43 PM

Disclaimer: My previous post have nothing to do with Sab & I.
We're bestfriends.
So,its not like what ya think.
Out.

40 little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what.
[ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
• Carol,Dingen & A.
.
[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
• Elden's Room.
.
[THREE] What's your middle name?
• Cai.
.
[FOUR] Your current relationship?
• Happily Swinging Single.(:
.
[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
• I've got no crush?
.
[SIX] What is your current mood?
• Happy?
.
[SEVEN] What's your mom's name?
• Mindy Low
.
[EIGHT] What color shirt are you
wearing?
• White!
.
[NINE] Would you kiss the last person
you kissed?
• perhaps?
.
[TEN] If you could go back in time and
change something, would you?
• well yes.
.
[ELEVEN] Do u have crazy side?
• yes of course.
.
[TWELVE] Ever had a near death
experience?
• Definitely.
.
[THIRTEEN] What is something you do most?
• practice rap?
.
[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
• not at all.
.
[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody
right Now?
• yeah.
.
[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
• well no.
.
[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you
cried?
• cant remember? think it was school days.
.
[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything
for?
• definitely,my family,my boyf &, close mates.
.
[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
• If there isnt?
.
[TWENTY] What is the one thing you
notice first with the opposite sex?
• eyes/hair
.
[TWENTY-TWO] What's your biggest
secret?
• if its a secret, why would i reveal it here?
geez,what a dumb question.
.
[TWENTY-THREE] Where is your ex?
• who gives a fuck.
.
[TWENTY-FOUR] Would you ever take him/
her back?!
• definitely no,moved on.
.
[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddy
movies or tv shows?
• tv shows,emphasize on the english ones.
.
[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or
drinking at the moment?
• honey milk tea?
.
[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other
languages?
• duh.
.
[THIRTY-TWO] What are you thinking
about right now?
• picking myself out of the unfairness thing.
.
[THIRTY-THREE] What should you be
doing right now?
• supposed to complete the drama that joey requested.
.
[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your favorite
memory?
• march vacation 'o8?
.
[THIRTY-FIVE] What are you listening
to?
• All-American Rejecs - Move Along.
.
[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last person
you told I love you ?
• I think its Jordan Lo. :)
.
[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you act differently
around the person you like?
• nope why should i? I love being myself.
Being yourself is the best thing.
.
[THIRTY-NINE] What is your natural
hair color?
• black plus a tad of copper brown?
.
[FORTY] Who was the last person to
make you smile?
• Its was Jordan Lo. His sweet text before flying back to Australia.
.

2:17 AM

So what's the big deal girl?
Dont humilate yourself that much bitch.
Cant take it, who cares?
Just deal with it.

Thankyou Melvin for waiting for me!
You're so sweet.

Thankyou (someone)
For listening to me talk.
And im sorry to wake ya up.

HELMI BUDDY!
*look here!*
You're definitely not forgotten,
&, I gently pick ya up and slipped into my pocket.
Dont say ouch okay!

Eheheh :)

You're still my all-time sunshine!

:)

1:08 AM

Happy Birthday Joey & A.
(:

Sometimes I really cant contain it anymore.
I just feel like pouring it to someone I trust.
But the ones I trust, either not free,prepaid low,busy with other peepz.
Like, c'mon?
I seriously dont even know who can I lean on already.
Totally LOST!
I just feel its super unfair.
Its not something like jealousy or what.
But, its called unfairness.
(X) is always in the lime light.
While the one always puts in time and effort is (Y).
[Its something called sincerity or comes from the heart.]
(Y) doesnt mind everything that (X) do to (Y).
No matter how much, the coldness,the walking off without a conversation,walking through half the door,pretending to care when that's not even the case,the uncertainty,the trusting issue,the bottom of the heart thing,all the honest feelings and the list could go on and on.
(X) doesnt know the back story of everything.
That's so naive. Like totally.
(X) still thinks (Z) cares.
When (Z) dont even give a mothafucking bloody hoot bout (X).
Let's all make it simple, its called pretendence.
I just wanna see how long can (Y) take all this shit in.
Im tired of blabbering here.

Oh yeah, I am thrilled to see Yahya and Hilmi today!
Though I didnt get to talk to Yahya.
Made another new mate, Annika!
(i super like her name can! cos its barbie's name's too!)
Sweeeeet! ;D

Jordan, im terribly sorry I didnt get to send ya off.
I have to be somewhere else.
(y'understand me well yes?)
If got chance again, crash at your Australia's crib aight?
Sleepovers please~ ;D
But no matter what, still ♥ ya anywayzxz!
XOXO.

Im so missing my parents.
They're off the KL to visit my dying uncle.
I was supposed to be there too. But, I gave up my chance.
For __________(fill in the blanks yourself).
(whatever shit)

Some shit just happened and yes,
I am still hanging on.
Believe in faith.
&, definitely patience.

She's my bestfriend.
Y'know who ya are.
(S)-(A)

Aight. Killed the day & moved on.
Im out.
WIDE SMILE!

A Little's Enough.

Sometimes its more than enough.

:)