'An empty room can be so deafening
The silence makes you wanna scream
♥ Hey yo! This is Dorina here. Currently 19 years old this year. Birthday falls on 27 December 1991. Studying Business Administration course in College East. I treasure family & mates more than anything else. Music and Novels are my definite all time favourites. Always in the heart,In Loving Memories, Ku Witaya & Sia Chan Hong. ♥
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Monday, February 25, 2008, 11:06 PM
♥ I will wait and i shall carry on waiting. 
With that sentence, it will keep me going on.
I am not gonna be emo anymore.
I shall put on that smile again.
Just For You.
x33
Sunday, February 24, 2008, 12:26 AM
♥ You brought me to heaven & now, push me down to hell.
Taken by Sab sweetie.
Got shocked when i realised she have this in her cell.
Damn, i look so uber emo!
Rahhh, had a bad week though.
Skipped care lesson cos i wore jeans to school and i cant get into class. Like wth!
Right, so many things happened this week and i cant possibly type it all out.
Met up with Alina on monday to watch KungFu Dunk which i give 4 stars out of 5.
Went to my fav hangout place to lepak which is changi airport. (:
Start to study database and i think i can manage. But i cant do reply or enquiry letter! :O
Gosh, like shitzxz, i know. Ahhhh. *pulls hair*
Shawn and i ! :D
And oh, do you know that deep down inside of me i dont want that to happen?
Do you know that i still cry myself to sleep everynight?
Its been 1 month since i last saw your face.
Why pretend like you care? Why? Sigh. (y'know who you are)
Know that you're happy now, i am contented.
{/Waiting Silently}
But I don’t care what they say,
I’m in love with you.
They try to pull me away,
But they don’t know the truth.
(these phrases keep replaying in my mind.)
Stabs.Stabs.Stabs.Stabs.
xoxo.
Thursday, February 21, 2008, 12:18 AM
Watched it with HD, Zane, Sabrina, Suzhen & Aisha!
:D
Nice movie! But out of 5 stars i only rate it 3 stars though ..
After movie we went to The Cathay go makan Ben & Jerry's.
Sayang treat me hot chocolate.
So sweet of him!
:D
This morning he didnt attend school, damn emo lah >:(
But after that he smsed me to ask me chant his name 3 times then he appeared next to me!
Eheheh, he's always full of surprises!
Muchlove.
x3
Monday, February 18, 2008, 9:27 PM
If you really need to know, YES, we broke up officially.
Guess that you're happy with that right?
Seeing us suffer.
I miss him.
I miss his hug.
I miss his kiss.
I miss his voice.
I miss his everything.
And i still love him.
What to do?
:(
HD msged me today and tell me he miss me every second.
NOW, tell me, is he sweet or what?! Hehe.
HD says he will take care of me well in school. Haha.
(I feel like a small girl now.)
Tomorrow CRN role play. So wish me luck people!
:D
Yawns, meeting HD in the morning then walk to school together (:
Now you know, its too little too late.
You didnt realised it earlier ..
xoxo.
Saturday, February 16, 2008, 4:10 PM
Inner Voices - Baby Girl
There are times when I look in your eyes,
I see the love that we share,
I see the joy inside.
But I didn't see the feelings you hide,
and now you sayin goodbye, cause your love has died.
And all I can think about is you.
The way you say you love me too,
and everytime I close my eyes I see your face.
My love can never be erased and you can never be replaced.
Baby..
Baby girl, why dont you come back to me, why dont you love me anymore.
Baby girl, you know I still care for you,
you know I will love you forever more.
There are times when I kiss you good-night,I feel the love we share,
I feel the joy inside.
But I didnt feel what you try to hide, and now you saying good-bye,
cause your feelings is died.
And all I can think about is you.
The way u say u love me too,
and everytime I close my eyes I see your face.
My love can never be erased and u can never be replaced.
Baby..
Baby girl, why dont u come back to me,
whyy dont u love me anymore.
Baby girl, you know I still care for u,
you know I will love u forever more.
Baby girl, why dont u come back to me,
why dont u love me anymore.
Baby girl, u know I still care for u,
u know I will love u forever more.
All I can think about is you.
The way u say u love me too,
and everytime I close my eyes I see your face.
My love can never be erased and u can never be replaced.
Baby..
Baby girl, why dont u come back to me,
why dont u love me anymore.
Baby girl, you know I still care for you,
you know I will love u forever more.
Baby girl, why dont u come back to me,
why dont you love me anymore.
Baby girl, u know I still care for you,
u know I will love you forever more....
3:05 PM
Jon says: ''Sometimes its the small things we do that you should pay attention to.''
HD says: '' If his love for you is as strong as china wall, even parents cant interfere.''
(I must decide soon.)
I had fun with HD, ziyang and clique on v.day. Thankyou HD! Love you! :D
So now, who is my special sweetheart? (gotta question myself D:)
I finally finished my first script test. I actually prepared myself for the test already.
Go inside the room, my mind went blank. DAMN! Think im gonna fail for this test. Shitzxz.
Next script, CRN ):
Its even worst, its face to face with the customer. HAH.
But I don’t care what they say,
I’m in love with you.
They try to pull me away,
But they don’t know the truth.
Sunday, February 10, 2008, 9:56 PM
♥ Beauty is skin-deep, the real thing lies beneath my skin.
So many things happened this whole week. Yeah, its CNY. But i dont feel happy at all.
Okay worst thing was, my dad's friend, the daughter got possessed in my room. Damn, make me so scared until i cannot sleep the whole night. I swear, i am so gonna believe in spirits now. Cos it happened right infront of my eyes. Damn!
And now, had a tiff with W. Not his fault anyway. I was at fault. I was being sensitive, being jealous, being a crybaby and so much more. Its enough to kill myself le. Stabs.Stabs.Stabs.
Okay gotta know Kendy. She's so cute lah. Anyways, i was so moody just now and i dont have the mood to reply W. Pissed off though.(But i am so sorry now D:)
Then came along Helmi buddy.
He's the best! :D
See how he cheer me up.
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He gave me a present. Eheheh.
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And asked me to open the present when im in the mood. So cute right. Eheheh.
Then......
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Then he drew this to make me laugh. So cute right! So creative lah Buddy! :D
He is so damn sweet. x33
Oh im just so happy W and I okay le. Like finally. Oh and after the possesed thingy, i learnt that i cannot show my temper to parents anymore. I must learn how to keep quiet. I must learn how to cherish them and to know how fortunate to have them. I must learn how to love them and have quality time with them. Hearts. x33
Just hope i wont half way go back square one loh. (i hope i hope)
Miss Leng really turn me off this morning.
Texted me to let me know about tomorrow.
'' Please have good rest and please come to school on monday to prepare for your excel exam on tuesday.''
I ji tao '' -.- ''
I am still in cny mood!
:(
Wednesday, February 06, 2008, 9:41 PM
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9:33 PM
The Story about a Tiny Frog.There once was a bunch of tiny frogs, who arranged a running competition.The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants.
The race began...
Honestly, no one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower.
You heard statements such as:
"Oh, WAY too difficult!""
They will NEVER make it to the top."or: "Not a chance that they will succeed.
The tower is too high!" The tiny frogs began collapsing.
One by one...... Except for those who in a fresh tempo were climbing higher and higher...
The crowd continued to yell:"It is too difficult!!!
No one will make it!
"More tiny frogs got tired and gave up......
But ONE continued higher and higher and higher...
This one wouldn’t give up! At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower.
Except for the one tiny frog who after a big effort was the only one who reached the top!
THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it?
A contestant asked the tiny frog how the one who succeeded had found the strength to reach the goal?
It turned out...
That the winner was DEAF!!!!
The wisdom of this story is:
Never listen to other people’s tendencies to be negative or pessimistic...…cause they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you.
The ones you have in your heart!
Always think of the power words have.
Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions!
Therefore:
ALWAYS be…POSITIVE!
And above all:
Be DEAF when people tell YOU that YOU cannot fulfil YOUR dreams!
Always think: '' I can do it! ''
3:29 PM
♥ Bad CNY '08 / first mood swing.
Totally a bad start for CNY. Arghh. Ytd went to Shawn's place for reunion dinner. I was super tired already and i managed to reach his place like 8pm plus lah. Although i was late but at least i made an effort to go there loh. Already so sick liao yet i still tiamtiam (keep quiet).
Then nevermind .. went home around 10plus i think. Reached home first thing saw my table things kena moved. (cos i abhore people touching my stuff on my table.) Straight away i went to the kitchen to question the maid. Just question her only loh. Then my mum come in the room and scold scold me non stop again. Zzz. Si bei suay.
I also never say i am queen of the house of anything. Faggot. Managed to finish up my notes and stuff around 1am. Then go to bed.
Today, went to school unwilling because its just 4 hours of school nia. My class break record siolzxz, out of 42 people, only 24 came. Hahas. Study CRN and OFC liao then go down to tampines mall have lunch with Joelin. Recieved a call from JoanneSweetheart, asking me out. I immediately agreed. (cos i wont say no?) Then call my mum tell her i wont be home early .. havent even start talking already kena scold -.-
Argh .. why ah. I always everyday kena scold one lah. Never fail one lah. zzZ. (i wonder)
Then reached home liao, everybody start nagging at me for certain reasons lah. Then i start to pekceh already. Wahlaozxz, imagine from school till now kena nag. Zzz. Went online cos i wanna start studying for SBM. So many exams coming up after cny. Sigh. From i reached home till now i am still nagged at. Stupid lah canzxz. Difficult to handle my nutcase mum. (?)
And oh!
I got a surprise today, Jane asked me whether i am willing to be one of the indie rock band's vocalist?
I still dont know whether should I.
But anyways, i dont think i can make it uh.
:/
{/ Your Promise <3*>
Monday, February 04, 2008, 10:19 PM
I know i look ugly in this picture.
But mainpoint is, we're not seeing jordan till may?
This is so bad!
:(
Anyways, i feel so empty now. No idea why. Maybe because im buried under the pile of work i have. (script writing is killing my brain cells. Hehe.)
Exams around the corner. Sigh.
- Tomorrow having mock excel exam.
- Finish school at 4pm, need to rush down to bugis to meet JoanneSweetheart.
- Then go Shawn's place to have reunion dinner. So early [?]
- Guess i need to get scolding again tomorrow. (inserts big sad smiley)
- Then wednesday relatives coming over my place for dinner. (like doom day arrives)
- Then tadahhh, first day of CNY.
Dont know why this year like aint excited at all.
Maybe because of what happened to both L and I. Sobs.
Feel like shitzxz now, so sick. Cough,ulcer on my gum.
It really hurts. Arghh.
Last but not least, A big thankyou to Jordan Lo Yi Feng.
Thankyou for accompany-ing me on 020208 till 1plus am.
Really xiexie ni. Felt better already. Hugs :)
Sunday, February 03, 2008, 4:40 PM
♥ I'll stop the tears from flowing from today on. Let the blood flow on the outside. And the tears on the inside. x33
Right... I'm still alive. I just dont have the time to blog. And my usb port, down.
So im waiting for Jordan to pass me his black coloured usb port. XD
So many things happened this whole week.
Totally have no idea where to start typing.
So many things to say yet so lil time .. Sigh.
I'll let the pictures do the talking alright?
(Not in order, i just upload whatever i have in my PC.)
1) Talking on the phone with LYN.
2) Waiting for food.
3) Face cramp! HAHA. Cute lah!! XD
My London Style Fish & Chips. XD
Cost me a bomb. 10.90 !!
Jon's burger. (can fight with carl's junior leh!) =P
Sinling's.
She dont know what she ordered, in the end came out this.
Whole chicken!
4 years relationship & still counting. x3
Daddy & Nuer. x3
Korkor & MeiMei. x3
Outside suntec arcade. :D
Fondue!! At swensens.
In esplanade toilet. <3*
Esplanade! :D
Daddy & Nuer.
25/01/08
MeiMei & KorKor.
Starbucks is LOVEEEE <3*
Airport! x3
Airport Day XD
After Swensens dinner. :)
Thankyou JON! =]
Airport toilet.
02/02/08
Joelin and I.
Daniel!! :DD
Dont know why this photo lands in my PC. But this is my school's Hair & Design Course. Damn cool lah! Damn, the whole area is like a high class hair salon. Lucky kids who got into that course. Mmm.
25/01/08.
On the way to airport.
Helmi Buddy!!
Cute tk?
=]
Last Train Home.
Grandma's Birthday.
Mm.
Sabrina-Dorina.
:D
Done! Finally! Im off to do script writing already!
:D