'An empty room can be so deafening
The silence makes you wanna scream
♥ Hey yo! This is Dorina here. Currently 19 years old this year. Birthday falls on 27 December 1991. Studying Business Administration course in College East. I treasure family & mates more than anything else. Music and Novels are my definite all time favourites. Always in the heart,In Loving Memories, Ku Witaya & Sia Chan Hong. ♥
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Friday, September 29, 2006, 6:18 PM
went back home straight after english papers today .. went back to wait for connie's call . cus she wanna study with me .. guess what ? the english paper one freaked me out .. damn fucking difficult .. that fucking palai wanna take revenge on our class so she set the papers so difficult .. what the fuck .. was doing the paper 1 half way .. and palai came in our class and asked anybody need help .. so i raised mye hands .. den she was like deliberately dont wanna answer what i've asked her .. i merely asked her how to start the speech as she NEVER teach before .. den she was like giving me bo chup attitude .. wtf .. liddat also can be tcher .. -.- hope she get sack sooner or later .. dont wanna see her fucking face .. she's the stick lady version 2 . muahahaa ~so after i recieve connie's call .. i went straight to bathe and prepare to go out .. say to meet at 1.30pm . but she's late again .. forever liddat .. i hate it man .. i waited for her at least half an hour i guess ? actually she told me there's only she and i .. so i agreed to go out with her .. den out of the blue there's her 2 fren .. i was like wtf .. never tell me beforehand .. all along with dem i kept quiet .. listening to music and re-copying science notes .. after that i jus joking-ly asked her to msg daowen .. and the fucking thing is .. she really did it .. i was merely joking lohs .. still dare to lie to me saying that what dont dare .. WTF ~~~ !
very du lan jus now .. den i breakdown and cry .. her frens thot i tio depression -.- haha ~
after studying .. we went to cafe gailiee to have some snacks or something .. so i bought brownie which cost me only 3.20 bucks . haha ~ delicious ! xD
after having some fun in cafe gailee .. we went walking around in white sands .. and i bought one heart necklace for myself ... cost me 12.90 . haha . not bad .. i like the design .. w000ts ~ den we went mad walking around like mad girls .. after that i felt tired .. so i told connie i'm going back first .. wanna slp .. in the end i didnt .. i went to my hse downstairs de void deck . so i sat down there .. thinking of sherman .. listening to music .. after that i felt bored being alone .. so i went back home to leave mye things and bring mye doggy gaigai ..
after that , i brought mye dog back home ..
so here i am .. blogging (:
after all .. i guess its all a dream ..
please wake me up from this nightmare ..
Thursday, September 28, 2006, 8:54 PM
dreadful school day . is all i could say .starting off with EOA .. which is so freaking boring subject .. almost knocked out .
copy notes is all i do today .. muahaha . english period , i've done mye comprehension or something like compo .. so went out to slack a while den went back to class .. so bored sia .. so sad .. my papers start tml .. so stressed .. tchers giving me so much stress ... :( i wanna jian fei !
stop reminding me . i know i'm growing fatter as each day goes by .. lol .
guess what , after cpa lessons i was heading out of skul . so i hafta walk pass the general office . the stupid thing happened was micheal toh saw me when i was trying to hide .. =.= he asked me to unfold mye skirt .. but i cant cus in the first place i din even fold it .. so he was like in a very bu shuang de mode ... seldom talked to me like this ..
oh well , fforget about it .. gonna be leaving skul next yr :D
after i read something from xiaohui marmie's blog .. she posted something quite true ..
here it is :
( its copyright from rosie's blog )
'' simply because deep down in our heart, we just dont have the courage to face the facts. why is it so ?because we're just deceiving ourselves all along . deceiving ourselves that things cant be that bad. '' Cause one day, you'll wake up from it . realising how foolish it was . ''
after reading it what flashed across my mind was you ..
yes , YOU .
i've been thinking of you everyday & night .
every minute and every second ...
cant you hear my heart is breaking into pieces ?
and i'm STILL waiting for you ..
Wednesday, September 27, 2006, 9:53 PM
i am just so deadd . i'm gonna die for mye EOY . mye first paper starts on friday . and i haben even touch any of my books !! but at least i flipped the pages of mye maths book . heh . how i wish faster finish EOY so that i can relax !! haha . i wanna highlight mye hair and get mye green/blue colour contacts as soon as EOY end .. xD these past few days i've been living in hell man . din touch cigs for almost a week already . and i also cant believe i've done it .. i've decided to quit smoking for life . die die also wont touch another cig . i hope i can .. i really hope .. for i him will .. ='((Oh well , went to skul .. kind of not feeling well .. i dont noe why .. jus hate the feeling .. maths lesson we had our POP quiz . so as u know i din even study for it , so i knew i will fail it .. so i jus do what i can .. i jus really hope this test i can pass . ZZZ . english lesson , omg .. that miss palai ! i hate her to the core man .. act as if she's the queen of tpss . even scold students '' u're a piece of shit '' WTH ? what kind of tcher she is man . dont even allow me to go toilet . ZZZ . so i jus barge out of class with joanne . slacked arnd level 3 toilet . so we took some pics . decided not to post them up cus not nice . hahas . suppose to have a attire spot check today .. but luckily din caught me .. xD *yawns* feeling so bored now .. so decided to msg kelvin . but he din even reply me .. ZZZ . wondering izit he din recieve mye msg or his prepaid used up . =.-
lol ~
okay okay .. back to the books (:
I REALLY LOVE YOU .. what can i do .. ? hais ..
Tuesday, September 26, 2006, 11:21 PM
*yawns* i finally have a blog . haha . thanks for prisca da sao ! she helped me so much on this blog ! (:today met up with daddy outside skul gate and went to Sim Lim Square to buy me another mp3 cus i requested it . hohox . so damn ex .. its cost me 732 bucks . 4GB . hahas . lols . finally my police case ended .. anyway , i have nuttin to do with it .. why shld i bother . hahas . now studying veh hard already .. hoping to pass mye EOY maths . as EOY is jus around the corner ... nervous as the tchers told me our papers wont be easy .. i'm jus so stressed up .. including love !
i love him so much .. but he just dont return .. i understand. heavily broken .
are u sure i'm just a FRIEND ?
9:16 PM
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