'An empty room can be so deafening
The silence makes you wanna scream

♥ Hey yo! This is Dorina here. Currently 19 years old this year. Birthday falls on 27 December 1991. Studying Business Administration course in College East. I treasure family & mates more than anything else. Music and Novels are my definite all time favourites. Always in the heart,In Loving Memories, Ku Witaya & Sia Chan Hong. ♥


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Tuesday, August 26, 2008, 7:37 PM

I couldnt help myself from crying again today.
It was so tempting, just because, those rituals and the cremations.
It was really hurtful.
Imagine,i've to attend 2 funerals, 2 wakes, 2 cremations.
One day after another.
No matter how strong i was before, i know i would breakdown as well.

Yes, yet again i couldnt get to sleep.
I prepared pretty early and i walked to Fiona's place again.
On the way there, i almost got knock down by the Subaru car approaching.
Damn, lucky he slowed down and didnt knock me down.
If not, i would have to join witaya and chanhong already.
(thank God!)

Cabbed down to Witaya's place pretty early too.
Chat with other mates for awhile and suddenly TPSS brought 2 buses again.
This time is the NA classes.
I saw Micheal Toh! I saw Mrs Seah! I saw Fathu!

Ytd,when i walked past Witaya's coffin, looking at him looking so peaceful.
I talked to him through heart. I hope he hears me clearly.
Well, i promised him i wont cry when the chu bing starts.
Yes i did,i controlled till i saw his coffin move to the van, there i go again.
I cried again. Yes, i cant help myself too.
Mrs Seah came by gave connie and i a hug and asked us to stay strong.
Yes, i did try, but yet again, i failed to do so.

Reached the temple again,watched the coffin being pushed in.
I shouted''why must it be ya?''
Did ya hear me?
Looking at your pictures, i dont know what else to do but to cry.
I still cant accept the fact that i lost ya both at the same time.
I still....
I know everything is over, nothing is gonna bring ya peepz back to me.
Afterall, the scar will be with me till the day i die.

Witaya & Chanhong,
Dont worry, next year onwards.
I'll be with Sinling, to visit ya both infront of your niches.
Muchlove.

Tag replies:
Thank you everybody for all your tags/care.
Special thanks to: Andres,Connie,Sabrina,Yixiang,Nick,Elden,Weilun,JessicaJIE,Don,SP.

Andres, Yixiang & Sab: All the strength i've needed. THANKYOU.

Nick,dont worry. I'm still running with ya.
:)

I'll try to get myself back.
I need to be strong,not for myself but for the both of them.
JIAYOU!
XoXo.


Took this from Witaya's friendster.
Now ya can no longer log in anymore.
:(

Ya always give me the biggest suprise.
Thankyou,love.