♥ Hey yo! This is Dorina here. Currently 19 years old this year. Birthday falls on 27 December 1991. Studying Business Administration course in College East. I treasure family & mates more than anything else. Music and Novels are my definite all time favourites. Always in the heart,In Loving Memories, Ku Witaya & Sia Chan Hong. ♥
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cus angie darling & fiona nuer ask me to update ,
if not i'm really lazy to update =/
just recently at Sense , i saw a dress which caught my eye .. but it cost $60 plus and i was like '' so ex sio '' that kind of reaction . i asked my mother to help me buy first den next time return her money . she was like .. dont wanna help me buy loe . i really hope i can get the money =(
sigh .
just today i went for my pre-operation blood test .
at first i wasnt scared until i saw the needle . =/
haha .when the nurse first drew my blood , i wasnt that scared .
she need to draw 4 tubes of my blood . but ... when she drew my blood till the 3rd tube , i FAINTED ! =/
i was really surprised when my parents told me i fainted previously =/
haha . mayb i was just to scared for it bahs .hehs .
so after that the doctor slowly explained to me what they are doing when i'm sleeping =/
they dunch know said what wanna cut open my ribcage first , den push aside my lungs & put the 2 long titanium screws into my body . listened to this , i broke down and cried infront of the doctor . i wasnt sure if i'm able to come out of the operation room alive . that's why .
i'm really terrified now even thou my parents are consoling me or whatever .
i'm just SCARED . plain scared =(
the doctor told me that i can make it if i have faith in myself .
sigh , i have no idea what i'm doing now then ..
he told me that 100% makes me well .
but 50% comes from the doctor and the medicines &
50% comes from myself whether i can walk in future anot .
again , i broke down & cried .
i dont noe why .
i just cried till i calmed down .
he told me i have to be brave cus other kids who have this same operation as me was only 10-12 yrs old .
i'm trying to be brave now .
not to cry or think about it .
sigh . wont be updating from monday onwards ZZZ.
miss u peeps .
*gone to somewhere i should belong*